I worried this might happen.... I'm see old patterns emerge... So even when pieced, maybe not perfectly, DBing continues to be a necessity. One problem. I don't feel as patient. I just can't be a doormat any more. Too much has happened and I grew back into someone I used to know years ago... and I just can't lay down and let myself be stepped on anymore.
I see the cracks and flaws. Sometimes it feels so disappointing. But I always hold on. That's just me.
I am going thru this feeling too. Like the dust has settled and they want to go back to old ways and I just recently became haunted again by ugly thougts... MY H had OW too. I cant be a doormat anymore either.
Hang in there love...
I have recently been guilty of trying too hard again like prebomb days and not doing anything for me...
What about you? Are you still GAL?
Or do you think maybe it is old resentments we could never really feel cause they needed their space? I feel a little lost myself lately and just recently things had been better than ever??? I dont get it?
I know exactly what you mean.. just wish I could tell you what to do to make it better. I will be following along if you dont mind,, see what advice you get... So nice to see you on here again just wish you werent feeling this way.
Michelle needs a new book after the divorce is busted.......
