Did you get what Sandi is saying??? Listen to her and apply, or I will get out her 2x4. You CAN do this. It is time for you to be the student and start applying the information you are getting. These WAW that are posting to you are giving you a huge gift of insight into their minds. Take full advantage of it and you WILL come out better in the end, no matter what happens between you and W.
You are still too wrapped up in what she thinks and feels. You are still allowing her to jerk your chain all the time. Let me ask you this, if she handed you divorce papers tomorrow, what would you do? This is something I thought long and hard about. I would not die, it would not kill me. Yes, I would be sad, but it does not change who I am or how I feel. I will still be his wife. I made a covenant in front of God and some pieces of paper will not change that.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7