no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

Thanks for support friends
SH
Sorry about the ring
Im beginning to wonder if for some of our Spouses its the other R that keeps them out-They are in love and for some it seems to last a long time
they say the odds arent good for A, but many on this board seem to last or M
I am still so baffled by all this
just when I think I let go,,I feel sad all over again
I review the devestation and rejection of my H
and I cant make sense of it
I still see the possibilities and I remember all our time together
and I still want to keep our Famaily together
I am hurt sometimes I feel I will never recover from this
I will be scarred
peace