I am so sorry that your XH like my H has/had very little regard to be a part of their boys lives. I wish they could see the pain they have caused to these precious babies. My son will never forget and will be very reluctant to forgive my H for what pain H has caused to me and S12. I feel your compassion in your words from having lived and learned from your experience.
Your words and kindness are valued by me right now.
I am better this afternoon. I went out for a ride and picked up son some new underwear and socks for school. I am getting ready to go out for dinner with some very good friends.
I have a med. doctor and an IC that watch me very carefully. I actually have a prescription at my drug store I can take if I want it. I have been very reluctant because in May of 2006 I weaned myself off of the meds and have lived fine until now. I am very proud of that. I am also quite stubborn. I am right now very afraid H will cut off my health insurance so I don't want to start a prescription and then not be able to afford it. I see my IC on Monday. I have an appt. with my med. doctor in Sept., I just saw her 3 weeks ago as well. I am trying to be good and strong. It might be because I miss S12 as well. Can't wait to see my "Little Pumpkin Doo" on Friday. I would be better off with him around to occupy my spare time. And that rain ... OMG ... it poured again all day today.
sg, Thank you....
I think H is interested in only himself right now...Being free and irresponsible. A friend told me his ideas of fun right now are: riding his motorcycles, drinking beer, dancing and scr*wing. This was an observation made by his best friend.
My H is also infatuated with OWs big fake b**bs, tattoos, she rides her own scoot. She drinks like a fish. She is so different from me.
Thank you both....Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11
