Reason to Believe on the Lake Erie Shore

[Neilh23]

PDT-
i know. part of me believes that the reason i feel like chit is because i KNOW i let her feelings about our sitch have this impact on me. and I know better than to let her do that. But i did. It makes total sense and it's not a lot of Dr. Phil stuff. It's what i've been attempting to do every day. some days are better than others. i knew she was pulling back, and actually sort of expected it. just not that forcefully.

i also have this incredible self doubt thing going on. It's what i'm working on with my IC. i know that's why i always have a difficult time seeing hte positives in my sitch, and then why i overextended myself, and why i'm taking this setback harder than i should.

i know that this is normal for a WAW. they dance closer...pull away...dance a little closer...pull away...it's typical. i can't let it affect me anymore.