whatdidido, I really don't know what to do, I'm in limbo between love and hate, thinking of kids and securing my situation before W falls apart.
On several occasions before W left, I let her know if she got rid of OM I would be open to reconciliation. Its always been black and white to me, OM leaves or W does and she knows exactly where I stand on this point.
W is dead set on being on her own, even if she crashes, she is the type of person that is to proud to admit any mistakes. An old girlfriend of W contacted me and said in one of her e-mails that she knows my W thinks she is always right no matter what.
I'm not going to wait forever, for something that may never come.
Karen, I'm doing great, working on house, playing with the kids, the kids and I are sitting down together each night to watch some of the olympics. I'm so busy every night, thats its hard to post, I have been reading everyones stuff, I know you got a new refrigerator and stove, I got a laugh out of your comment about becomming a better cook now that you have something better to work with.
Thanks for checking in on me everyone and remember: Just keep swimming, just keep swimming
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
