Things just feel icky right now... and it's stressing me out. My BIL just moved out of twin sister's house. Ick. I found out cuz he left me a voicemail crying. Ick. It was on my non-anniversary... it is all bringing back so many unpleasant memories. And I find myself being distrustful and skeptical of everything as if someone here is lying and there is another person in the wings.
Anyway, it hurts. I'm at a loss for how to proceed. BIL was the prez of my fan club when I went thru my sh!t so I hate that I feel disloyal by supporting him at all.
