Thanks girls. Back to no contact. I hate that he can contact me whenever he wants because he knows exactly when I work and can call my work phone or email me at work....but yet I can't contact him if I need him. Ugh.
I am trying to make peace, I just have so much resentment towards him because I gave up a lot to be with him....oh well, I am going to have to figure out how to let that go. I guess in time.
On a brighter note, I finally talked to someone about the apartment. She put me on the list for January but said she thought it would be ready sooner than that. I got an end apartment and these are only one story so I will only have one person beside me. She said that was the best apartment in the whole complex but nobody wanted to wait on it as it will probably be the last one done.