whatdidido:but you love her and you could have a happy life with her. It IS in her hands, but you never know what changes could occur.
It is in her hands, her actions over the years tell me to let her go, she has hurt me for the last time. Yes I do love her always did always will, but she is like an animal in a cage, wants to run, so I'm going to set her free.
I'm tired of trying, I don't want to wait for her, I don't want to hope anymore. I don't want to think of her in OM arms, I want the pain to end and move on with my life.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
