Kris...having a girl hiding in his apartment implies he WASN'T thinking...at least with the big brain!
Glad you are keeping busy and working out. That helps a lot.
But still, we all have down days. I know exactly what you mean about the contact making you think, I am having the same thing with a little contact from my STBXH and I'm fighting with sadness/loss all over again as a result. But it gets better.
(((Kris)))
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2