I agree with what all the others have said. Everyone does things they wish they hadn't or backslides. Sometimes they happen for a very good reason. You can still see in your H the reasons why you fell in love with him - that stuff doesn't just die.
You know....your family just worry about you Sue; they don't want to see you reeled back in further and hurt more - but you have to find your own way through this. I bet your mum is wishing she was as strong as you.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
