I am having kind of a down day today for whatever reason. Maybe it's because of the emails from xh yesterday...guess it got my mind back on him.
I still have moments of "is this really happening???" It just seems everything happened so fast. How could his mind change so quickly both times? One minute he is telling me we belong together the next minute a girl is hiding in his apartment. I don't get it. I guess I never will get what is going through his mind.
I am keeping myself busy though. Ran 3 miles yesterday...felt pretty good.
