Michelle, the whole last two weeks has me scratching my head. Much like One Day's sitch... mine is saying things and doing the odd thing that does look like he's inching closer in wee baby steps, then popping his head back down which I know is par for the course... it's just weird that some of the things he's said to me about what he's doing,(but that I haven't posted about),... are solitary activities that I would assume he would want to do with the parasite. I don't know if it's his way of inviting me closer... or testing the waters... or just brain burping. Don't want to do "goof up" and make the wrong choice ... so I'm staying "grey".

Letting him come to me... which I guess is safer.... but... since there's this element of him saying "how I treated" him is part of his problem... then how in the hell am I supposed to treat him now? LOL

I've got some stuff to do this week, then I think it's time for me to dump my head back into the relationship books... *sigh*

On a good note, I went and whacked a jumbo bucket of golf balls yesterday. Felt wonderful... think I'm going to do that again today... but need to bring Elastoplasts... got me a blister! ;\)

Trudging along and trying to be kind to myself,
Abbey \:\)

T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.