Reason to Believe on the Lake Erie Shore

[Neilh23]

She actually sounds less "fogged out" than most waywards do, to me, and perhaps it's that clarity that you find the most upsetting. It's like she's saying "Look, I know what you're thinking, and I know what you're doing, but it's not working -- knock it off." I can understand how that would hurt.

But you do have to "knock it off" nonetheless, and let her lie in this bed that she's made for awhile.

yep. that's what it is. she is acting with a lot of clarity..and that scares me and stings alot. i know she's confused by my actions... because they are making her uncomfortable. not my intention. but they are. ugh.

i just feel like i can't get this stuff right..... and i feel really lost....and that she won't ever dance closer again...

i know. detach. this just sucks because i felt i was doing well with detaching and improving my sitch...