..... but i came up wit hthis.... the reason she's telling me to back off is because my actions are not what they normally were (she said as much to me this morning) and she's confused and her emotions are all f'd up. she wants some space and time to figure them out some more.
I would have ended it there (where I edited out the last part) but yeah, I think you got the gist of it.
She actually sounds less "fogged out" than most waywards do, to me, and perhaps it's that clarity that you find the most upsetting. It's like she's saying "Look, I know what you're thinking, and I know what you're doing, but it's not working -- knock it off." I can understand how that would hurt.
But you do have to "knock it off" nonetheless, and let her lie in this bed that she's made for awhile.
