Nlt,
I am hoping that you get that job. It would really help you keep busy and not think so much about H.
This has all happened so fast for you - one bomb after another and another. Most people have some time to get through each phase but you've had no time to get over the shock of each bomb. Within 1 year your H met OW, moved in with her, D you and married her. You are handling this sitch as best as anyone could. Please try to get some help dealing with all this. Anyone in your sitch would need assistance.


Me47
H46
S13
M16
Piecing since May/09

"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz