Quick Question - Strange Email from XW

[Confused_in_AZ]

As it currently stands, and from what I know about the XW right now, she has drama. But after spending 1/2 my life with her, I am willing to deal with that since I already know what those issues are. But as I have said, there needs to be some plan in place for me to try again. Not going into it blindly.

I am not comparing women I have dated with my XW either. As I was telling a friend the other day, we fit so well……it was the ideal match in my opinion. Our individual strengths were the others weaknesses. Imago theory to a tea. And for years, we worked well together. My friend has known both of us for years and still can believe our situation.

***Update***
She actually had lunch with her the other day with another person. My name came up and XW had some very nice things to say. My friend said something and she said that the XW completely lost all emotion…..like a sheet got pulled up over her face. My name came up a couple times and the response was similar. My friend didn't know how to take it….didn't think it was bad but very very creepy (term she used). Not sure what the reaction means. Almost like she was remembering the good times and good things about me but then remembered she must be angry at me and pushed those feelings away. Grasping at straws but my only guess.