not there yet, (D wont' be filed til Jan 09) but sending hugs, it was a very hard day for you and you just need to take care of yourself, you've gone over the worst part, now comes the healing, pamper yourself a bit and make plans for your new life hon))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.