Have O/W home # and I want to call

[IRMAT]

BND and those who have responded...thank you all so much for being there and telling me things I need to hear... BND here are my goals and I am the same Irmac and Irmat could not log in oneday at work so had to make a new ...sorry.
Goal#1 : Stop calling him

Goal#2 : Go to Dr. to get new meds,obviously mine are not working

Goal#3 : Try to not hate my husband while on this journey

Goal#4 : Ask God for strength because I am weak

Goal#5 : Give my daughter all the love she needs and be there for her instead of her being there for me.

Goal#6 :stop thinking about what they are doing and planning together

Goal#7 :keep walking close to the Lord and keep my eyes on him and off of my husband.

Goal#8 : Keep coming here for support and to vent whenever I feel the need.

I am sure I could think of lots more goals but for starters this will be more than enough at this time for me

Love ya'll and God bless...