i guess this is the time to "Man Up." I still feel like chit because i feel like she's rejected me all over again.... i know i can't do that and allow that to happen.......but right now i do.

its weird.....i've read over some ppls threads (twindad, diehard, etc) and they talked about being their W's best friend. I feel like my W doesn't want me to be her best friend... where's the line? I think i'm going down a cheeseless tunnel here......

just feeling sorta lost.......and a little hopeless...

grrrrr....hate this...really do.


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams