I am a DB failure.......I invited H to go to dinner with us. He went. For the most part it was a good evening. He hugged me goodbye........I held on for awhile.............I wish he would talk to me............

It's going to take a lot longer for me to not make everything about H..........he's been everything to me for 29 years.....Exactly why I am in this position---needing to GAL, not knowing who I am or what I want.


Me 45
M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08
D 18, D 14, S 12