Well first I think I need to proof read my messages better for typos, lol.

SF, what you said about keeping to myself and my walk with God I think maybe exactly what he wants me to do right now. I am working on finding a prayer or bible study group. It would lift me up and get my walk with God closer all in one.

Glam, thanks for pointing out that it would just push my views, I sure have a lot to learn, maybe this is why sometimes my W says I just don't get it.

I feel like you all help couch me and I appreciate all of you taking the time and giving me advice and input.

Also from talking to her Friday she doesn't care to have anything to do with me right now. What she said sounds like she is done. I can't give up though.