even after a good weekend, its just a reminder that my life is not going how I planned. I just get a little bummed out. Great weekend though.
I had a talk with my mother last night and I realized something. If she did not leave and give me room to grow then when she started school I would have been clingy, mistrusting and a distraction at school. Now I am strong enough to be the man she needs weather or not she sees it. Really strange but I respect her for this. We are either going to be better then ever or we will move on as better people for the experience.
I bought a ton of food last night, I finally felt like cooking a lot and getting back to a more normal home life even if it is alone. I did get to cook dinner for a good friend tonight. Her and her H are great friends of mine and he is out of town so she came over so we both did not have to eat alone it was great company. it was nice to talk about my W with someone who understands (she had to find herself at one point too)
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current
