Well, inside I felt like it would be good to send her, but it may send the wrong message and push even more, I don't know. Oh, I haven't sent the link.

Do you think praying is and maybe having one person you know you can turn to is all that we have most of the time. That's I feel right now. Sometimes I feel very alone in all of this and there not much I can do to change things for the better. I need and am trying to feel closer to guide and rely on him more. I just not there yet, but I hope to get there soon.

PH do you a whole lot of praying all day? Also anything else that makes it easier to cope? Sometimes I feel distracted. Sometimes I feel like a pray some of the same stuff over and over and my mind feels blocked to anything new, but am want God's help in any way he will give it me.

I would like to find a good bible study group.