Onward but not so Upward right now

[mishka422]

Text is just so impersonal. You would think he could give me the courtesy of a phone call when it is in regards to our son. Irritating!

I'm not dwelling on why he does or says anything he does. He's SO not my problem anymore. She can have him!

Yeah, I'm done. Done is done but I still feel like a failure. I can't explain that at all but it's just how I feel. I don't believe there is anything else I could have done since I had no idea about how he was feeling until it was already too late in his eyes.

Oh well.....life continues. I don't have any idea what it's going to be or how I'm going to financially survive but I'll find a way. Any lucrative street corners around any of you? Just a thought! Not that anyone would be paying me for that!!!!!!!!!!!