Hugggggs sweet lady. I'm glad you're feeling better tonight. Don't look back Sue.. what's done is done and most of us have been there. No judgements.. you know what you're doing. Trust yourself and continue to move forward and heal. Baby steps
I agree with Rob that you're going to have to be strong. Your H doesn't like to be alone and wasn't ready for this. I too wish he'd get his act together, but he's not there yet. I'm glad that you have family standing behind you and sharing their feelings. I has to be hard when they're disappointed and worried for you. They're going to be there for you though.. no matter what and so will your friends here. Sometimes the road to our destination isn't a straight line.. just remember to hitch yourself to a future that is happy, healthy and full of love for you and D4. Don't lose sight that you both deserve so much more than your H can give.