Hi Mandyloo, I hope that your son and his father will be friends one day. Let your son choose what kind of R he wants with his father.
I know from experience that boys suffer very much from being rejected by their fathers, and if they can mend it the better.
I know somebody who did not get on well at all with his father, and when the father died he was devastated. A friend then told me that it was because they could never have the relationship anymore the son always wanted. I am sure you will make the right decision.
I bet you are excited to go on holiday. You deserve it so much. Have a lovely time and a nice son's birthday. (((HUGS))
