I guess it's really a moot point. She's happy to spend time with her friends, male or female, and not with me. The kids have adjusted to 'going to moms place' and are moving on with their lives. I'm the only one who gets stuck.
Yeah, she done a lot of weird things in the past few months and I get sucked into it and get hurt over and over. Sometimes I resent that I'm here trying to dig us out of the mess, and she's just shut out all the problems and left them on my doorstep.
But that's who she is. I miss the woman I loved. I'm grieving and moving forward.
