You are right. I'm going to trust my instincts and if this guy is really as great as he appears, he will still be there for me when I get back. Hopefully, we will be able to figure out in the next weeks if what we have is enough to give it another go when I get back. We will be able to communicate by phone and email while I'm gone and sometimes that is better than in person. I'm putting my faith in God that this is for the best.
Last week, when we went out, I was discussing my situation a little and he just kept saying you are so nice...he said after everything you've been through, you can sit here and talk about your X cordially. He said that is amazing. I told him that I decided for myself that I was not going to become bitter after what I've been through only better.
The Switzerland opportunity is a once in a lifetime chance and I will be able to get away from old life for awhile and really be able to clear my head. Maybe this is just what I need to begin the next chapter of my life.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."
