You better get yourself on another mood, act as if you have won already in regards to her.
oh, I know... I wish I could just ignore my stupid gut feeling. I KNOW that OW's as hard at work as ever and I KNOW that H is still infatuated with her and it really affects my mood. I have 9 days to do something about it and I don't think I can pull myself together for acting as if right now. I'm as scared and faint of heart as I was after Bomb1 and Bomb2. It makes me sad. I was hoping to become a better/stronger/happier person, detouch and GAL, but it's just not happening for me!
I'm still trying, though :).
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
