JUST USED LRT-WHAT DO I DO NOW???

[Sanderika]

Thank you so much Barb, I really appreciate your friendship.

It is comforting to be able to come to a place where people seem to know who you are even though they have never met.

It is sad that you have had to live what I am going thru, I find comfort knowing that you came thru it and have found peace and a good place to be. I want that as well.

I am truly having a hard time with the fact that after 30 years it's not me he wants by his side. The pain of this all is so real and he doesn't see it.

I am going to try better at 180 and GAL and try to stop looking into the world of my H. The internet makes it simple to spy.

I am alone this week again, 3rd and final week S will be gone. I have no plans to speak of...I am going to spend the week preparing questions for the Lawyer and putting more files together.

It has been raining here for a month now. We have had very little sunshine, it makes it less fun to be out and about.

I am going to go shopping this afternoon to pick up a few things for S for school. School starts here on Sept. 2, that will make me feel good to get some of the things he needs out of the way.

I want to feel better, I truly do.

I will try harder.

Thank you again,

Sanderika