I know I have to start to GAL again... problem is he thinks he is doing me service/favor by me being betty crocker at home all day. I am slowly suffocating and dying. Yes it is a blessing but I ned to do things just for me to recharge. All I am again is his Wife and I am slowly dying inside. I want to feel alive again.

All I am at the moment is his Wife nothing more... not good guys,, not good at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Time to get back me.... I will feel so much better.



This is going to be interesting .


....thank God for you all.

~Ali