Last night they postponed the tournament due to rain. Some of us went over the john's house again to drink, play some cards ect. At about 230 a couple people decided to go over to W's cousins house who was also having a party. Went there for awhile had some fun and made it back as the sun was coming up.
W called in the afternoon wondering when I was going to bring D11 home. She said she had SD16 and they were going to fry some fish, I am pretty sure at OM's house. She asked about being at her cousin's house and said that the tourney had been postponed and we just ended up there. She said that is quite a change.
After I took D11 to the house I talked with W for a little bit. She said she thought I was going to do my laundry there. I said no with SD16 I would just do it at the apartment house. She teared up and wanted me to talk with her in the bedroom.
She said that she felt hurt and jealous that I was doing all the things that she wanted me to do a year ago. Like I was rid of her and could do what I wanted now. I told her I wished I could have done this a year ago also. That I would rather be doing things with her. She said it was to late. I told her I understood. That it was me that was having a problem and not her. She said that she was not a good wife and had shut me down. I told her it had nothing to do with her. Just problems I had. She cried some more for awhile. I tried my best to validate her and gave some hugs for support.
The OM did call while I was there. W said I was there dropping off D11 and would call him back. I keep myself in check and just continued on being there for her.
When she got done I told her call if she needed someone to talk to. I have no clue what is really happening with her. W is doing a whole lot worse then I am at this point. I really worry about her sometimes.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
