I am glad that you are doing so well. I don't blame you for not trusting him. I am not sure I trust anything with my W and it has not been as long as it has for you.
You should be proud of yourself and the way that you have grown through all of this. If you have done all you could and need to get out then go out proud. You have been fighting the good fight and nothing to be ashamed of.
It is good that you are letting you H take responsibility for his own actions. I wish you all the luck.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
