Why do I get anxious and afraid now that he is coming to get them? What can I do to calm those fears and anxieties? Should I see him when he comes or avoid him? I will kiss the kids goodbye. I have had no contact with him as of yet as to when he is coming and it is 7pm. It is like waiting for a dentist's appt where you know you are getting your teeth drilled, I dread it. When I see him my heart longs for him, corny as it sounds. It is like forbidden fruit, you want what you cannot have. Help me.
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08
