Hi nlt,

I am sorry you are still hurting. I know exactly what you are going through. At least you were relaxing a bit in the sun.
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Although that is something H & I used to do together but I can't stop doing stuff b/c we did everything together.
I also think like this. You know, every time I read your post I am still amazed how similar our sitchs are.

I hope you will find some peace in the books and links you are reading. (((HUGS)))