Hi JCJ, we appear to be in the same boat. You are definantly not alone. I completly understand about having trouble talking to friends about it too because then I get the whole "He's an a--hole, move on with your life, forget about him" but I too actually want my marriage to work out in the end.
Then trying to make sure you fill in the weekends and trying not to make the first contact with a text message. The nights are especially hard thinking about him and going to bed alone.
All we can do is be strong and do everything to try to make ourselves better people.
