I am hungry... hungry for him to look at me for him to see me. For him to smile at me. For him to wake up and smile at me and just simply love me. The sex is there but that isnt enough.. I need to feel his love and for him to touch me once in awhile....
HE simply cannot ... he once again lost in his own pain and I cannot rescue him nor do I want to? I want to help him but he is pushing me away. I am human I can only take so much.
I want to feel the love he has for me in his eyes. I know he loves me. But you cant cover the sun with your thumb...