Hi Nit, sorry you are having a bad day-remember one step at a time, one hour if needs be. Have you done anything for you to today? Please try to stop going over and over the past, very hard I know. have you any tactics that you practise at these times.
You loved your husband very much and he loved you but he hasn't got the best track record in that department so you must accept that his depth of love is not the same as yours.That is how, why he is now married to another person.
It hurts so much,but you are hurting yourself more by going over it. Now is not the time to do that. In a little while when you are stronger you will be able to look back and do that.
Now is the time for being kind to you, getting a little stronger each day and beginning to heal.Being kind to yourself and not looking fo answers. As to wether or not your x was deceived or wether he still loves you is really not helping. How does it help you to think or believe that the man who divorced you and married another woman so quickly, actually loves you still but was somehow tricked into marrying another??? I just cannot work that out. IMO you need to find a little bit of anger for what he has done and used correctly that will help you take those little steps you need to healing and becoming whole (not anger used to become bitter and stuck) Hang on Nit as I said before this is very early days. It will get easier and better and you will laugh and love again.
