PH I do hear you on the "running away". I was trying to figure out how to do that when all this happened. Not because I didn't love my h or wanted to keep the kids from him.
In my mind it was easeir to move away and start fresh than replay all in my mind. I have stuck it out and keep forging ahead the best way I know how.
My h was depressed and wanted to stay away too. In the past 3 months and since the meds he is peeking more. He also realizes that when he is depressed it is best to be around us. He does find joy in being with us. H has admitted this to c.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"