Sandi- I totally understand the breakdown of the soul.....I wish I didn't.
Jeff- Thanks for keeping an eye on me, Jeff. I've been busy and haven't checked in on my friends as much as I should this week.
Well.........I'm sick to my stomach. I was cleaning my office and I had my old computer there and so I figured I'd try to clean it up. Anyway, long story short......I came to an old email account that I had with the OM one time when the one we used didn't work for some reason. I had forgotten about it. We had only used it one time. He had sent an email after I said goodbye for the last time, and I read it for the first time today. I shouldn't have. OM said such hurtful things: told me I was not what he thought, that I will not f**k with him anymore (referring to that I had told him I loved him, when I was separated I told him I was headed to divorce, but then chose my husband), that I took his loyalty for granted, that he hates me for what I've done........and last......this is what is killing me.........what comes around goes around.....and when it does it will be a horrible feeling for you........
