I'm sorry you are having a hard day, I am also. We should be together & just have a good cry together!!
You know, my H was jealous of the dogs too & my attention to them. He felt like I put them before him. I didn't but that is what he thought.
It's hard to know what to pray anymore. He got remarried & everything was so quick. How could he just stop loving me, as I said on my thread, I didn't imagine his love for me, it was real.