I am trying to be the best guy on earth, believe me. As stated before, I fell into the trap of someone telling me they were a friend, and that's what got us where we are now. I'm trying really hard to not be those things, I guess I need to try harder.
I almost told her to go ahead and file, but I couldn't bring myself too. I truly have faith in our marriage. That's why I told W I wouldn't do anything until she agreed to MC, and that I would never divorce her. Although it may have hurt my chances some, I look at it as a way of showing her that I'm not weak. Is that wrong?
