glam, Thanks. Yes, I am trying to take my pain to God. Maybe my H is going baclwards for now, to complete the journey. I hope so. I hope I don't have to go through this pain for too much longer. I did entertain the idea of "running away" somewhere really far away from my H and the boys.
I know it's hard to deal with your H's depressed moods. Ask God to show you how to help him, and whether you need to help him. And the help may come in the form of just quietly and lovingly being there for your H. Right now, I think I would rather be in your shoes than mine. I think my H is depressed PLUS wants to stay away.
