I am tired and I feel so defeated. I know I will be ok but it feels like I have been swimming upstream for 2 years and I am tired of swimming.
Nothing makes him happy. I cant control him and yet I am frustrated that he cant see he is not supposed to treat me like sh*t. That if he really loves me he is supposed to hold me when he feels sad not push me away... THAT I WILL BE THERE FOR HIM.
