UD- i know. that's the biggest thing that my IC and I are working on. We're at a difficult point in the therapy because of what he's diagnosed me with. I'm reading up on it, and it's hard because now i look back and see my behaviors...and how much it's really hurt my W and R...i get disgusted with myself.... it's totally a sympton of a destructive/suspicious narcissitic behavior pattern.
i've been reading forrest gump's story again...man, he and i are alot alike in our thought process and sitchs......
ME:32 WAW:31 D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2 Together: 13 M:6 Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08 Sep legally: 6/18/08
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