Your new dream home sounds lovely... so please continue practicing "The Secret" by picturing it in your mind over and over again. It will come to be!
And with regards to fun.... sometimes the most mundane things can be twisted into fun.. you just have to be imaginative which you, my sweet, are!!!!!
And lastly, you are braver than I. I can't even picture another man... If things don't work out with my H I think a man would have to throw himself in front of my car for me to notice him... I'm terrified at the thought of putting myself out there.
