You are giving in to what the enemy wants.

Stop, take a deep breath, and by all means pray.

And PLEASE do not call ow. This will get you no brownie points with your H and if anything, it pushes him further away from you and closer to her.

The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19