Yes, I was drinking nightly for whatever reasons, mostly because of the emotional pain I have been in. I take responsibility for that. I also take responsibility for her not really doing anything to help me.
Frank, I have a serious question for you based on the above statement and I'm asking for myself.
What could she have done?
If there was one thing that she could have done to make you NOT drink back then, WHAT would that have been?
I really need a rock-solid, tangible, no-bullshit answer to that question, Frank.