H is broken heart over OW

[artteach]

Well, tomorrow morning H leaves on a business trip. Now the OW lives 1000 miles away and he is not going there (I checked his itinerary) but the thoughts like "is she going to meet him? has he called her? will he drive to see her? He will be an 8 hour drive from her on this trip. He has assured me that he has not had any contact for over a month now (I have checked his phone and went online and checked his usage history, which I hate doing, I was never that type of peson before) He has said over and over the last two weeks that he is sorry, it was a huge mistake, that he is thankful at how I handled this situation and that he loves me, but I am so worried and scared at him leaving. Trying to keep it inside don't want to act crazy and clingly. He comes back on Saturday and then we go away with the kids for 4 days. It is going to be a long week.